We All Lose Strength Somedays

Guys, for the most part I am doing pretty great. Life is moving along, I’m figuring out who I am vs. who I was, my relationship with sub girl continues to flow and feel natural, I’m feeling strong in my independence, and all that is great. Really great. But, somedays, I lose strength.

And things start to hurt.

I want to scream and cry. I want to voice how I feel, but nothing comes out because… well… there’s a lot of reasons for that.

I don’t fight the feelings anymore. I accept that I feel the way I feel and wait for it to pass. Because I can’t fucking change what hurts.

I don’t know what else to say…

It’s just one of those days.


    1. I haven’t mastered the art of letting them be, but it is far easier now — before, I didn’t even know that was a thing.

      To be human is to hurt… I need to keep in mind. I told someone the other day, we are here to experience being a human (and humans make mistakes), but all the human emotions/feelings didn’t come to mind while I was having that conversation.


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