Guys, for the most part I am doing pretty great. Life is moving along, I’m figuring out who I am vs. who I was, my relationship with sub girl continues to flow and feel natural, I’m feeling strong in my independence, and all that is great. Really great. But, somedays, I lose strength.
And things start to hurt.
I want to scream and cry. I want to voice how I feel, but nothing comes out because… well… there’s a lot of reasons for that.
I don’t fight the feelings anymore. I accept that I feel the way I feel and wait for it to pass. Because I can’t fucking change what hurts.
I don’t know what else to say…
It’s just one of those days.